I’m taking 5 classes and on top of that 4-5 hours of dance practice three times a week. I feel like I can handle it, but what I mentally think I can is different from what my body and mind can.
Stephen Gan, Kyoto, Japan, for Visionaire 41: World, 2005
Midnight thoughts (I may love you, but i’ll never need you)
I think I’m a different person when I’m on pwo. I want to do everything and I kill those fucking weights like no tmmrw. I get scared I might over work myself.
I really miss my gcfam, the unity and the love I felt when I was with you all was unreal. No other group can compare.